So this is going to be a short post but it’s the biggest aha moment of my life. I just realized that the biggest downfall of my prenatal solar eclipse in Leo - my cosmic blindspot - is that I am often the last person to see myself and realize how talented, creative, capable and fun I am ❤️😻
And I see it now, just took me a while …
The prenatal eclipses are the ones that happened when we were in the womb - the solar eclipse is your mission in life. It’s what you’re here to learn and teach by example. A mission that you can’t fail, but if you integrate it you’ll have a much better time. Jan Spiller has a great book on this called Spiritual Astrology. The lunar eclipse tells us where we can grow through enjoyment - mine is in Pisces and I’ve had the best time exploring my intuition. It comes easy to me.
The blindspot and/or gift varies by sign. With the solar eclipse in Leo - which is the sun/ego/self-love, my blind spot is myself.
If your solar eclipse were in Gemini or Sagittarius, you might not be able to see life from other people’s perspectives and get stuck in your own. In Capricorn, the blind spot could be on the value and result of all your hard work. If it’s in Pisces - you might have to work harder to access your intuition. The cool thing is that astrology shows us our blind spots and our talents. It’s a map.
In the past, I have blogged about how the humble, self-critical and meticulous sign of Virgo overwhelms my natal chart - with three heavy planets and also Lilith (your greatest fear, and your hidden power). Lilith in Virgo has a deep rooted fear of failure, and specifically, of not being up to par. The upside is that it drives you to overprepare so that you can’t fail. It was George Washington’s Lilith, and historians tell us that he put so many hours into going over scenarios and strategies for battle, that he usually came out on top. The three times that I failed exams in school were due to absentmindedness, failing on purpose (long story), and because I winged it once.
It’s the part of me that didn’t realize how much I knew, until I began teaching. The part that made me think I needed more degrees - in 2021, I almost enrolled in a masters in psychology to feel more solid, but really - I’m an energy healer and that is enough (as my career, I do think therapy is super useful and necessary). That Lilith in Virgo made me read a dozen astrology books when 3-4 would have been more than enough. It had me sign up for a few spiritual classes that I didn’t need, which I don’t regret anyway, because they were so much fun. And I love learning - if only I had focused on that, without the “not there yet”
So now I feel like I am overprepared and ready to talk about almost anything psychic, witchy or esoteric, when all I really wanted and needed to do was enjoy the journey and have fun. Instead of comparing myself to a standard that doesn’t even exist.
Ready to join me on this adventure?
You’ll find a write-up of my first clairvoyance class HERE. And be sure to read my book, Chakra Healing & Magick - both of my eclipses in one! The book is on energy healing and intuition, not astrology.
Now Available in Spanish Too! 💖
Amazon.com/author/reginachouza
Check out The Astrology of the Black Moon by Laura Walker for more on Lilith. Thank you for reading the blog!
Reiki hugs,
Regina
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