So this is going to be a short post but it’s the biggest aha moment of my life. I just realized that the biggest downfall of my prenatal solar eclipse in Leo - my cosmic blindspot - is that I am often the last person to see myself and realize how talented, creative, capable and fun I am ❤️😻
The prenatal eclipses are the ones that happened when we were in the womb - the solar eclipse is your mission in life. It’s what you’re here to learn and teach by example. A mission that you can’t fail, but if you integrate it you’ll have a much better time. Jan Spiller has a great book on this called Spiritual Astrology. The lunar eclipse tells us where we can grow through enjoyment - mine is in Pisces and I have had the best time exploring my intuition.
The blindspot and/or gift varies by sign. With the solar eclipse in Leo - which is the sun/ego/self-love, my blind spot is myself.
If your solar eclipse were in Gemini or Sagittarius, you might not be able to see life from other people’s perspectives and get stuck in your own. In Capricorn, the blind spot could be on the value and result of all your hard work. If it’s in Pisces - you might have to work harder to access your intuition. The cool thing is that astrology shows us our blind spots and our talents. It’s a map.
In the past, I’ve blogged about how the humble and self-critical sign of Virgo overwhelms my natal chart - with three heavy planets and also black moon Lilith: your greatest fear and your hidden power. Lilith in Virgo has a deep fear of failure, specifically, of not being up to par.
The upside is that Lilith in Virgo drives you to over prepare so that you can’t fail. In my case, to take tons of classes, when maybe a dozen would have been enough. This was George Washington’s Lilith, and historians tell us that he put so many hours into going over scenarios and strategies for battle, that he usually came out on top*. The two times that I failed exams in grad school were due to absentmindedness, I thought I was in a different class/exam and I solved for the wrong answer 😂😂. And the second time, failing on purpose (long story).
>> It’s the part of me that made me think I needed more degrees. A few years ago, I almost enrolled in a masters in psychology to feel more solid, but I’m an energy healer and that is enough (as my career, I do think therapy is super useful and necessary). And I would have loved the degree; I still want to study psychology, in less depth. To be honest, curiosity keeps me on this path.
So now I feel like I am overprepared and ready to talk about almost anything psychic, witchy or esoteric, when all I really needed to do was enjoy the journey and have fun. I’ve always been more than good enough.
Ready to join me on this adventure?
You’ll find a write-up of my first clairvoyance class HERE. And be sure to read my book, Chakra Healing & Magick - both of my eclipses in one! The book is on energy healing and intuition, not astrology.
Now Available in Spanish Too! 💖
Amazon.com/author/reginachouza
* Check out The Astrology of the Black Moon by Laura Walker for a full rundown on Lilith. Thank you for reading the blog!
Reiki hugs,
Regina
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